| " So if you are about to offer your gift to God
at the altar " |
| Mathew 5:23. “So if you are about to offer your
gift to God at the altar and there you remember that your brother
has something against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar,
go at once and make peace with your brother, and then come back and
offer your gift to God.” |
| Through this word Jesus explained to me that I can
celebrate the Lord’s Supper only when I have the ability to
reconcile with the person who doesn’t like me. |
| Jesus made it clear that I have to pray for the people
who show love outwardly but hate me in their mind. |
| I asked how it is possible to read another person’s
mind, when I am struggling to understand it myself. |
| Jesus through his teachings and his life made it clear
that this will happen only when “Life” or “Jesus
Christ” is revealed in my spirit. Without Jesus in my Spirit
I don’t have the ability to read another person’s mind. |
| Jesus told Simon Peter in Mathew 16:17 “Good
for you, Simon son of John!” answered Jesus. “For this
truth did not come to you from any human being, but it was given to
you directly by my Father in heaven.” |
| When my spirit eats God’s word and drinks God’s
Spirit then Jesus (life) is revealed in my Spirit by the Father in
heaven. Like this Jesus is revealed to the Spirit of – |
‚ Prophets
‚ Peter and the other disciples
‚ Paul and the other followers of Jesus. |
| Jesus continued in Mathew 16:18 “And so I tell
you, Peter: you are a rock, and on this rock foundation I will build
my church, and not even death will ever be able to overcome it.”
That means I will be a part of the Lord’s church only when Jesus
is revealed in my spirit by the Father in heaven. Without Jesus revealed
in my Spirit, I am not a part of the Lord’s church. When Jesus
is revealed in my Spirit, life comes to my Spirit. |
| Through these words Jesus showed me the reasons why
I have never experienced Jesus during the Lord’s Supper. Earlier
in my life when I ate the bread and drank from the cup, there was
no life or Jesus in my Spirit. |
| When my spirit was filled, with the Devil’s words
and the Devil’s Spirit then death controlled my spirit. But
when my spirit is filled with God’s word and God’s spirit
then life will come into my spirit. |
| Jesus said to Pilate in John 18:37 “I was born
and came into this world for this one purpose, to speak about the
truth. Whoever belongs to the truth, listens to me.” That means
if my Spirit is controlled by the Devil’s knowledge about God:
that God is a punishing God, God’s blessings are money, power
and material things, then my spirit can never go to Jesus. Because
of that reason my Spirit can never eat the Son of man’s words
and drink his spirit. So then my spirit can never listen to Jesus. |
| That is why Paul said in 1 Corinthians 11:26. “This
means that every time you eat this bread and drink from this cup you
proclaim the Lord’s death until he comes.” That means
every time when I eat the bread and drink from the cup I have to proclaim
the Lord’s message. |
| About:- |
‚ God – (God
is not a punishing God)
‚ God’s gifts (God’s gifts are not money and material
things)
‚ Jesus |
| Paul continued, “It follows that if anyone eats
the Lord’s bread or drinks from his cup in a way that dishonours
him, he is guilty of sin against the Lord’s body and blood.”
That means if I eat the Lord’s bread or drink from his cup with
the Devil’s knowledge about God in my Spirit, then I am dishonouring
the Lord according to Paul. |
| Paul continued “So then, everyone should examine
himself first, and then eat the bread and drink from the cup.”
That means I have to examine myself whether Jesus is revealed in my
Spirit before eating the bread and drinking from the cup. |
| That is why Jesus gave the order to his disciples that
every one shall receive the Holy Spirit (Acts 1:4 & 1:8) |
| If there is no life in my Spirit, then my Spirit can
never love God, myself and others. But on the other hand, when life
comes to my spirit then I start to love God, love myself and love
others. |
| When Adam and Eve ate the forbidden fruit death came
into my spirit. But when my spirit starts to receive God’s word
and God’s spirit then life comes into my Spirit. |
| Now I started thanking God for the Spirit of all human
races starting from Adam and Eve. |
‚ Love God
‚ Love themselves
‚ Love others |
| With the help of the Father, Son and the Holy Spirit. |
| Today is 23rd April 2009, today is my 45th birthday.
This same day my Lord taught me how I can receive Jesus and life in
my spirit. Because of my adamant nature it took 45 years for me to
understand how to receive Jesus or life in my Spirit. During my financial
crisis, Jesus held my hand and taught me. |
‚ How to overcome my
hatred
‚ How to forgive
‚ How to love |
| It’s God’s love in Jesus that helped me
to face my crisis, because I have no power to withstand this situation.
It’s God’s love in Jesus that made me write this book,
How Jesus Taught Me to Forgive & Love |
| I thank the heavenly Father, Jesus Christ and his Holy
Spirit for giving me the love and knowledge about God, “to live.” |
| A Prayer of thanks |
| When Jesus taught me how my spirit can receive life
or Jesus, then he took me to Mathew 26:26 “While they were eating,
Jesus took a piece of bread and gave a prayer of thanks.” |
| Then I asked Jesus what I have to do, if I want my
spirit to give a prayer of thanks to God. |
| Jesus showed me 1 John 4:7 “Dear friends, let
us love one another, because love comes from God. Whoever loves is
a child of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know
God, for God is love. And God showed his love for us by sending his
only Son into the world, so that we might have life through him.”
This is what love is: it is not that we have loved God, but that he
loved us and sent his “Son to be the means by which our sins
are forgiven.” |
| Since God is love and God sent his only son to save
the whole human race starting from Adam and Eve, then I won’t
be selfish in saying a prayer of thanks to God. |
| So if I want my spirit to give a prayer of thanks to
the loving God then I have to pray for the whole human race. |
| At this stage of my life, I thank God in the name of
Jesus Christ for the spirit of the whole human race, starting from
Adam and Eve, with the help of the Holy Spirit thanking God. |
| I asked Jesus how I can know when my spirit has started
thanking God. |
| Jesus made it clear that if my spirit has started thanking
God then |
• I won’t judge
others and criticize others
• I won’t love the gifts of this world (money, power,
social acceptance) |
| From the moment my spirit starts thanking God with
the help of the Holy Spirit, from then on my spirit will start loving
God, loving myself and loving others. |
