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PART ONE : How Jesus Taught Me to Overcome My Hatred
1 “With My prayers you will not overcome your hatred”
2 See God through Jesus Christ
3 Count down to my repentance
4 What should I search for?
5 Thirst for the Holy Spirit
6 How can I receive the Holy Spirit?
7 With the help of Jesus I ask for forgiveness
PART TWO : How Jesus Taught Me to Forgive
1 Scared to open the Book of Genesis
2 What God said to Adam
3 What the Devil told Eve
4 God never punished Adam and Eve
5 How much the Devil controlled Me!
6 God’s Righteousness
PART THREE : How Jesus Taught Me to Love
1 My Great Fall
2 How I can receive God’s love and Jesus in my Spirit
3 Rubbing Gold
4 People who live for the Lord
5 A mind to Love
6 For what purpose did God create me?
7 If God never punishes
8 Forgive us the wrongs
9 Eternal life
10 Whoever does not believe will be condemned
11 The Last Supper
12 “So if you are about to offer your gift to God at the altar”
13 A Prayer of Thanks
14 How I can love God
15 Lamenting God
» The Words and Prayer that helped me to love God

HOW JESUS TAUGHT ME TO LOVE

Eternal life
Although I have heard a lot about Eternal life, still I am not spiritually mature enough to understand the meaning of the words “Eternal life.” At this stage of my life I asked my Lord what the real meaning of Eternal life is.
Then Jesus shows me in John 17:2 “For you gave him authority over all mankind, so that he might give eternal life to all those you gave him.” Through this word I understood, that God has given Jesus authority over all mankind. And he continued, even though God has given Jesus authority over all mankind, Jesus can give eternal life only to the people God has given to Jesus.
I asked Jesus why this is so. Because you have already said that God has given you authority over all mankind, then why can you give Eternal life only to the people God has given to you?
Then Jesus took me to John 8:43 “Why do you not understand what I say? It is because you cannot bear to listen to my message. You are the children of your father, the Devil, and you want to follow your father’s desires. From the very beginning he was a murderer and has never been on the side of truth, because there is no truth in him. When he tells a lie, he is only doing what is natural to him, because he is a liar and the father of all lies.”
Through these words Jesus explained to me that if I believed what the Devil said to Eve and Adam about God, his love, God’s gift, and his blessings then God can never select me or God can never give me to Jesus. Because in this situation, even though I prayed and fasted for hours and days my belief would be not in God, but in the Devil.
In John 6:45 Jesus said the prophets wrote, “Every one will be taught by God; anyone who hears the Father and learns from him comes to me.”
But if I am able to understand what really happened in the beginning in the Garden of Eden and if I am able to realize God’s best gift is not money and other material things but the Holy Spirit and if I am able to realize God’s love is coming into me through the Holy Spirit, and if I am able to realize God’s blessings are not worldly things but Jesus Christ. Then only will God select me and give me to Jesus.
And Jesus said in John 6:37 “Everyone whom my Father gives me will come to me.” That means I will go to Jesus only when I understand what really happened in the beginning, otherwise I will go to work for money and worldly things.
And Jesus continued “I will never turn away anyone who comes to me, because I have come down from heaven to do not my own will but the will of him who sent me. And it is the will of him who sent me that I should not lose any of all those he has given to me, but that I should raise them all to life on the last day.”
Here Jesus explained that God’s will is to give life to all those who believe in God’s love in the beginning and God’s knowledge.
In John 17:3 it is written “And eternal life means knowing you, the only true God and knowing Jesus Christ, whom you sent.” That means “Eternal life” is to know the only true God and Jesus Christ, whom God sent to this earth.
Since God is Spirit and God created me in his likeness and resemblance, I know the true God and Jesus only in my spirit. That is why Jesus said in John 16:13: “when, however, the spirit comes, who reveals the truth about God, he will lead you into all the truth.”
In John 15:26 Jesus said “The Helper will come – the Spirit, who reveals the truth about God and who comes from the Father. I will send him to you from the Father, and he will speak about me.” In John 14:26. “The Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you everything and make you remember all that I have told you.”
Through these words Jesus explained that, my spirit can know God and Jesus only through the Holy Spirit.
In Mathew 7:12 Jesus said, “Do for others what you want them to do for you: this is the meaning of the Law of Moses and of the teachings of the prophets.”
Through this word Jesus taught me that, if I wanted to know the true God and Jesus Christ in my Spirit then I have to pray for the whole human race starting from Adam and Eve to reveal God and Jesus to their spirit.
From that moment onwards, I started to thank the Heavenly Father in the name of Jesus for revealing the true God and Jesus in the Spirit of the whole human race starting from Adam and Eve.
Jesus taught me that Eternal life means to know the true God and Jesus in my Spirit through the Holy Spirit. Jesus made it clear that, it happens only when I reject the false knowledge given by the Devil through Adam and Eve and start to receive the true knowledge given by Jesus Christ, in my mind and head.

Whoever does not believe will be Condemned
Jesus before he was taken up to heaven, he said to his disciples in Mark 16:15 “Go throughout the whole world and preach the gospel to all mankind.”
In the dictionary the meaning for the word Gospel is “the teaching of the Christ.” Here Jesus is telling his disciples to go throughout the whole world and preach the teachings of Christ about
• God

• God’s best Gift

• What really happened in the beginning

• God’s love in the beginning

• The life giving tree, Jesus Christ

• And other things Jesus taught, to all mankind.
And Jesus continued in Mark 16:16, “Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved, whoever does not believe will be condemned.”
Jesus explained to me that if I am not able to believe what Jesus taught about God and his other teachings, then I will be condemned.
That means if I believe
• God is love but God punishes

• God punished Adam and Eve

• God’s gift is money, power and people’s acceptance

• God’s blessing is worldly things,
then I believe in the Devil. Jesus showed me that if I am living with the Devil’s teachings then God can’t save me. That is why Jesus said whoever does not believe his teachings about God and other things will be condemned.
Here Jesus made it clear that God is not a punishing God. God has given me the freedom to choose life or death. And if I choose death then it’s not God’s problem, it’s my fault.
In the beginning of Mark 16:16 Jesus said “whoever believes and is baptized will be saved.”
Through this word Jesus explained to me that if I receive his teachings into my head and my mind, then I will surely receive Jesus’s teaching into my Spirit through the Holy Spirit. That means, if I receive Jesus’s teachings in my head, in my mind and in my Spirit, then I will be saved.
Since my identity is in my Spirit, I have to receive Jesus’s teachings into my spirit. That is why Jesus said in Act 1:4 “And when they came together, he gave them this order: Do not leave Jerusalem, but wait for the gift I told you about, the gift my Father promised. John baptized with water, but in a few days you will be baptized with the Holy Spirit.”
Here Jesus is giving only one order to the human race before he was taken up to heaven that is to be baptized with the Holy Spirit. If I am not able to receive the Holy Spirit in my spirit then I can’t live for Jesus Christ. Without the Holy Spirit, my spirit only loves the world.
That is what Paul said in Romans 8, “There is no condemnation now for those who live in union with Christ Jesus. For the law of the Spirit, which brings us life in union with Christ Jesus, has set me free from the law of Sin and death.”
Through Paul’s words Jesus explained to me that it is God’s Spirit that gives me life; I can live in union with Christ Jesus only with the help of the Holy Spirit.
Paul said in Romans 8:7 “And so a person becomes an enemy of God when he is controlled by his human nature, for he does not obey God’s law and in fact he cannot obey it. Those who obey their human nature cannot please God.”
According to this word, Jesus taught me that with my human nature, I can never obey God’s law with the help of any prayer and fasting.
In Romans 8:7 Paul continued “Those who live as the Spirit tells them to, have their minds controlled by what the Spirit wants. That means if my Spirit is controlled by God’s Spirit then my mind will be under the control of God’s Spirit.
And in Romans 8:6 it is written “To be controlled by human nature results in death, (that means if I am controlled by human nature then my position is I am condemned) to be controlled by the Spirit results in life and peace.”
If my head, my mind and my spirit are controlled by the Holy Spirit then my position is “I am saved.”